talaga? that’s quite an eye-opener. baka di lang maganda mood niya. :p pero siempre, it’s no reason to ruin the mood of other people. sayang. di lang niya alam kung gaano ka kabait. you could’ve been very good friends, malay mo! :D

hm. if they fed me fish and vegetables all my life, i’d be dead now. di ako kumakain ng gulay. :( sagwa, no? animal rights person pa naman ako.

well, i know her (personally) and she saks kak (not literally anyway)basta she was in ateneo (she was introduced to me as “ebs” like a month before tapos we had parties together, prolly shared a glass, went to the same events together, etc.) and i called her “ebs!” and i was so excited tapos she’s like, “it’s not ebs, it’s trisha.” and she made irap and basta. OMG! antipatika. hahaha, i get really pissed off by the littlest things. pwede naman kasing “uy, wag naman ebs, it’s a petname” or something to that effect. anyways, our paths crossed again and she didn’t have that many friends at that party and she was like so ohsonice to me. overdressed pa siya. haha, i’m so mean. she makes landi pa my friends. hahaha. :P (kwento ko na lang kung sino next time)

and i didn’t like her speech. ewan ko lang kung may bias pero hindi lang talaga ako impressed sa content. sabagay, i didn’t see her deliver it naman so maybe she did well, i wouldn’t know.

or maybe i’m just bitter coz she landed that hosting job on breakfast and became an instant celebrity (something i despreately want to be). hahaha, pathetic koooo!!

well, totoo naman eh. if they fed me fish and gulay all my life eh di sana sexy anak nila. mataba kaming magkakapatid, they let us eat what we want, it’s partly their fault!

pareho tayo. gaya ng sabi ko, this is an old essay. ngayon, onti na lang ang criticism kong natatanggap sa acads. i’ve proven myself. sa ibang aspeto naman ng buhay ang tinitira, hehe…e.g. panonood ng ganito-ganyang TV show, etc.

“they should have starved me if they wanted a waifthin kid.” LOL! :D

anyways, hindi na ako mashado kinicriticize in terms of acads and shiat coz i’m like the bestest student na in our family. my mom complains that i’m such a slacker pero i’ve never proven myself kaya they don’t expect much.

sometimes i think i hate having apathetic parents. when i get something i really strived for, it just merits the same reaction when i fail.

pero they do tell me that i’m fat all the time and i always talk back when they comment about it. sino ba nagpakain sa akin, anyways. fault nila yun! they should have starved me if they wanted a waifthin kid.

too much bitterness!

me: thank you, thank you talaga.

tama si mai.